lost fanmix; season one girlies

[sapphire_child]

Title: Nobody’s Home
Fandom: Lost Season One
Characters/Pairings: Claire Littleton, Kate Austen, Sun Kwon, Shannon Rutherford
Notes/Warnings: may contain 90’s pop, Elton John and Avril Lavigne




01 – Savage Garden “To The Moon And Back”
She's taking her time making up the reasons
To justify all the hurt inside
Guess she knows from the smiles and the look in their eyes
Everyone's got a theory about the bitter one
They're saying “Mamma never loved her much”
And, “Daddy never keeps in touch
That's why she shies away from human affection”
But somewhere in a private place
She packs her bags for outer space
And now she's waiting for the right kind of pilot to come
And she'll say to him

I would fly to the moon and back if you'll be my baby
Got a ticket for a world where we belong
So would you be my baby?

02 – Elton John “Blessed”
Lyrics: Hey you, you’re a child in my head
You haven’t walked yet
Your first words have yet to be said
But I swear you'll be blessed

I know you’re still just a dream
Your eyes might be green
Or the bluest that I’ve ever seen
Anyway you’ll be blessed

03 – Bachelor Girl “Permission To Shine”
I've been crazy
I've been holding myself back for so long
But I've got so much I can give
Don't wanna be afraid to be wrong

You know I'm not too good at too many things
But I've been getting real good at getting down on myself
But guess what?
I'm gonna try to break free from this prison I’ve built

I'm gonna give myself permission to shine
I'm gonna shine so bright
Gonna make every head wanna turn
You're finally gonna see me
Give myself permission to shine
Gonna light up the night
Shine a little of my light on the world

04 – Jem “Maybe I’m Amazed”
Maybe I’m amazed at the way you love me all the time
Maybe I’m afraid of the way I love you
Maybe I’m amazed at the way you pulled me out of time
And hung me on a line
Maybe I’m amazed at the way I really need you

05 – Melissa O’Neal “Alive”
They think they know
But how can they know me?
I'm getting to know myself
I'm finally ready
To be somebody
With a story to tell


06 – Linkin Park “Easier To Run”
Lyrics: It’s easier to run
If I could change I would
Take back the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made I would
It’s so much easier to go
If I could change I would
Take back the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made I would
If I could take all my shame to the grave

07 – Jackson Browne “Doctor My Eyes
Doctor, my eyes
Cannot see the sky
Is this the prize for having learned how not to cry?

08 – Meredith Brooks “Bitch”
I hate the world today
You're so good to me
I know but I can't change
Tried to tell you
But you look at me like maybe
I'm an angel underneath
Innocent and sweet
Yesterday I cried
Must have been relieved to see
The softer side
I can understand how you'd be so confused
I don't envy you
I'm a little bit of everything
All rolled into one

I'm a bitch I'm a lover
I'm a child I'm a mother
I'm a sinner I'm a saint
I do not feel ashamed
I'm your hell I'm your dream
I'm nothing in between
You know you wouldn't want it any other way

09 – Alanis Morissette “Everything”
You see everything, you see every part
You see all my light and you love my dark
You dig everything of which I'm ashamed
There's not anything to which you can’t relate
And you’re still here

10 – Savage Garden “The Best Thing”
Lyrics: Sometimes I feel like this is only chemistry
Stuck in a maze searching for a way to
Shut down turn around feel the ground beneath me
You're so close where do you end
Where do I begin?
Always pushing and pulling
Sometimes sanity takes vacation time on me
I'm in a daze stumbling bewildered
North of gravity head up in the stratosphere
You and I roller coaster riding love
You're the centre of adrenalin
And I'm beginning to understand

Never want to fly
Never want to leave
Never want to say what you mean to me
Never want to run
Frightened to believe
You're the best thing about me

11 – Cats “Memory”
Memory all alone in the moonlight
I can smile at the old days
I was beautiful then
I remember the time I knew what happiness was
Let the memory live again

12 – Alison Krauss “It Doesn’t Matter”
It doesn't matter what I want
It doesn't matter what I need
If you've made up your mind to go
I won't beg you to stay
You've been in a cage
Throw you to the wind you fly away

13 – The Cranberries “I Can’t Be With You”
Thinking back on how things were
And on how we loved so well
I wanted to be the mother of your child
And now it's just farewell

Put your hands in my hands,
And come with me, we'll find another end
And my head, and my head on anyone's shoulder
'Cause I can't be with you

14 – Deb Talen “Forgiven”
You are forgiven I open all my doors
You are forgiven what a heart is for
I am no martyr you give me reason
I try harder and wait for a warmer season
Meanwhile you are forgiven

15 – Delta Goodrem “Innocent Eyes”
Da da da da da da da da da da da da
Seems I'm lost in my reflection
Da da da da da da da da da da da da
Find a star for my direction
Da da da da da da da da da da da da
For the little girl inside who won't just hide
Don't let me see mistakes and lies
Let me keep my faith and innocent eyes
My innocent eyes


16 – Vertical Horizon “Everything You Want”
He's everything you want
He's everything you need
He's everything inside of you
That you wish you could be
He says all the right things
At exactly the right time
But he means nothing to you
And you don't know why

17 – Billy Joel “She’s Always A Woman”
She can kill with a smile; she can wound with her eyes
She can ruin your faith with her casual lies
And she only reveals what she wants you to see
She hides like a child, but she's always a woman to me

She can lead you to love; she can take you or leave you
She can ask for the truth, but she'll never believe
And she'll take what you give her, as long it's free
Yeah, she steals like a thief, but she's always a woman to me

18 – the Cranberries “Ode To My Family”
Understand the things I say, don't turn away from me
'Cause I've spent half my life out there, you wouldn't disagree
Do you see me? Do you see? Do you like me?
Do you like me standing there? Do you notice?
Do you know? Do you see me? Do you see me?
Does anyone care?

19 – Matchbox 20 “Push”
She said I don't know if I've ever been good enough
I'm a little bit rusty, and I think my head is caving in
And I don't know if I've ever been really loved
By a hand that's touched me, well I feel like something's
Gonna give
And I'm a little bit angry, well

20 – Avril Lavigne “Slipped Away”
I miss you, miss you so bad
I don't forget you, oh it's so sad
I hope you can hear me
I remember it clearly

The day you slipped away
Was the day I found it won't be the same
Okay so as for downloading of the songs: my internet sucks and it'd take me three days to upload all these songs, even as a zipped file SO! If you can't find any of them then let me know in a comment to this post and I'll upload it individually for you.

zip.

Also, on an unrelated note - I just found this picture on lost-media.com and I swear, my ovaries just exploded. I think I need to do a Dom+babies picspam because seriously, Dom + Babies = OMGSOCUTE.

I might post it with my pretty, pretty Emilie de Ravin picspam that's been in the works for like, two months now =P

Comments

[noblealice.livejournal.com]

YAY! ILU! This is so awesome! I can't wait to arrange these songs in a mix. Any fic I write while listening is going to be dedicated to you!

AND YES DOM+BABIES=OMGCUTENESS!!! *flails*

[sapphire-child.livejournal.com]

Lol, yay! I'm so glad you like this and I hope you enjoy listening to them all and omg I would be so excited to have you dedicate a fic to me!

Well it's settled then. I need to do a Dom+Babies picspam.

[fated-darkness.livejournal.com]

I'm going to like, adopt a baby just so I can shove it into his face and watch the magic.

[sapphire-child.livejournal.com]

LMAO.

You know what would be even better? Having his babies and then shoving them in his face!

*shakes head* This man seriously needs to become a daddy - just look at him! XP

[fated-darkness.livejournal.com]

you're most definitly correct. could you imagine he and evangeline's babies? they'd be the most wanted things on this universe.

[sapphire-child.livejournal.com]

I knoooooowwwww. I myself am more inclined to the Domilie-ness as opposed to Monalilly-ness but I do admit, Dom and Evi are gonna have cute babies someday.

...I need a "Dom + babies" icon now

[seconddrink.livejournal.com]

oh my god. that picture is 37 kinds of adorable!

more pics of dom and the baby please.
: ]

[sapphire-child.livejournal.com]

Omg I know. There is just something about seeing that man with babies that makes me all swoony ^_^

Picspam being organised and will be posted at some point.

[elffingqueen.livejournal.com]

Oh, I'm not d/loading this (well, at least not now, since my connection SUCKS ASS), but i wanted to tell that damn, those songs suit Lost perfectly! :D Push is one of my favourite rock songs ever, Vertical Horizon is bloody love (no matter what they record, I love them anyway^^).. Savage Garden, Meredith Brooks, Allison Kraus.. what a fab taste you have! ^__~

[sapphire-child.livejournal.com]

Yay! I'm so glad that you think so! I got the idea for this when I was going to do a mini fanmix for everyone from season one but it kind of...died when it came up to most of the guys so...yeah.

Thaaaaaaaaanks Riica!